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Hospital

Came home from the hospital today. They had to tie Barbra down, she won't stay in bed. I have had 4 or so glass's of wine so this may not make sense. When we were there today her eye and hand twitched. this makes night number 2, she still doesn't seem back to herself, its hard to explain, but she just isn't the same. More agrressive, she told the nurses she was going to throw them out the window and cursed them. She was trying to bite her way out of the restraints. She itches all over, she reminds me of the hard patient I had that would try and hit me if you didn't do exactly what she wanted you to. That old bat, but I got attached to her very quickly, it was just routine she liked routine, Barbra just wants to come home, she was yelling for steve or me and asking us to help her get out, they are trying to kill me she kept saying. I smile and tell her it will be fine but I cry inside. I need to sleep but everytime I lay down I am right bacck up it seems like no time at all and now I have to wake up.Maybe the wine and an ambien will help. Merry Christmas.............

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We made ornaments, and painted clear ornaments, and wooden ones. We made christmas cards and valentines day cards. Mia had a Purse pinata, it was alot of fun. Steve picked out a beautiful cake with roses all over. We had dogs and burgers, and the first big storm of the year. Theres about 8-10 inches on the ground now, through the whole party it snowed and it was beautiful! The girls turned on music and danced, and laughed and oh did they eat!!! :) I can't believe Mia is Nine years old tomorrow morning at 8:00 am. I remember the day like it was yesterday. I love her cry, the first time I heard her I was so happy, and now when I hear her cry I am so sad. But one thing has not changed, she is just as beautiful today as she was that day nine years ago... My baby is getting so big....my little princess isn't so little anymore.